Messy...

I have been trying to come up with some type of witty blog to post that would make everyone happy. I'd like to publicly say, it's not going to happen. That's my sweet friend Carla's job most days. She brings joy to me as I can laugh at every day life. I think I've hesitated blogging my thoughts because much like the pumpkin losing his seeds (see earlier post), it feels messy. And, do I want to put that out on cyberspace? I feel a little vulnerable with those thoughts and have kept many of them locked up inside. The only problem with that is, I'm so foggy. Grief has a way of fogging up the brain. I'm tired of the fog and the clutter around me and inside my head. The next few months are going to be difficult. My dad's birthday....and then mine the day after, Thanksgiving and Christmas. Holidays are a big deal in my familly. I might blog, I might not. We'll see. I could just keep posting pictures of the Davester...he brings much joy to this Mama.